I am mid-life. Learned about Red Pill about 4 years ago or so. Been struggling with the knowledge ever since. I guess it put a little more spin on the obligatory mid-life crisis.

Your past ineptness and cluelessness with women does haunt you, no doubt, and it makes you long to re-do so much of that part of your life.

That said, you are right, it goes far deeper. It becomes a inner-dialogue with yourself, wondering what you might have accomplished, what you might have achieved had you not being following other people’s scripts. Seeing now how you were led astray, you wonder how you can make the most of the time, and the life, you have left.

The question is, then, what to do about it now? Particularly if you are married, have kids. Your ability to maneuver is limited, or is that simply the Blue Pill mindset talking?

Money is abstraction for time. Nothing more, nothing less.

https://tonsplace.wordpress.com/2015/01/14/money-for-tools-i-mean-money-as-a-tool/

Nice post. I think I missed that the other day somehow. Very interesting. Yup. No 180 like the 180 done by multicultural-head SJW’s when Richie Cunningham decides he wants some old gold, TIGHT, South-Asian skin. Ha ha. Then their ‘colorblind’ self-congratulation festival comes to a screeching halt. “Oh my God! Trafficking! They’re submissive, that’s why you like them! You must be a pedophile because that 23 year old looks 16!”

Germany with a RP outlook must be cool. So many places nearby for some Male Imperative action, hopefully.

The @WallStPlayboys (their Twitter handle) are legitimately set for life.

I appreciate the wisdom I have learned from them.

They have a completely different opinion about saving 10% of ones income.